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Imagining you have to unfriend your best friend because of his/her other half.
Living in this city alone is not as easy as I think so. It's not as fun as I imagine. And so when I found out there's Ipoh friends here, I kinda depend on them. I never knew it is gonna be that hard.
For all this years, I've always wanted to go to college. I'm always excited about it. But everyday I go to college with butterflies in my stomach. I'm afraid to sit alone, I'm afraid I do not see any familiar faces, I'm afraid of being bullied. I really am. Call me a coward I don't care. I've always Been insecure. Since I was little. So when I offer a friendship, I treat it well. Those who does not appreciate it at all, you can just turn to the left and never appear in my life again.
I know there are some amazing people out there. I just need to find 'em.