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This Lunar Chinese New Year is very different compared to the past years.
After grandpa passed away, everything changes in this big family. The good thing is, it brought everyone closer than ever.
The bad thing is, watching grandma suffering from Parkinson disease just makes me cry sometimes. I hope she will be health. Just be health. As long as she's health, I don't mind if she doesn't remember me. Health, that's all I hope for her.
Of course, we did not get much angpao this year. But that's not the point. Angpao is just red pocket with money. There's just not much happiness in the family this year. The adults are constantly worrying about grandma. We, the teenagers kept our mouth shut and do our stuffs. Nobody dare to mention anything sad in front of them.
I just wish I'd have a Chinese new year just like last year, again. But god knows it's highly impossible.
Don't worry. I'm not sad. I chose to face the truth.